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Vantage Point

"Where there is hope there is faith. Where there is faith there is love. Where there is love their is God. Where their is God there is no need." ANON.

I remember my teenage loves. The energy and time I put into making everything work. From the break ups to make ups. Late night phone calls and early morning cake sessions. Intense arguements that could commit genocide. Yet somehow it didnt hurt after im sorry. If I could love like that without God, imagine how much more I could with him. God's love is limitless. It opperates outside space and time. It knows no boundaries no conditions and no yesterdays. He is so busy loving me He cant remember my iniquity transgression and sin. Marriage is a crystal clear representation of this love. A commitment that only death can end.

Me and love (the feeling not the person) have a strange relationship. Sometimes it colors my world. Yellow sunshine so bright the energy warms my soul. Crystal blue skies that capture my every thought. Ever green trees that stand tall and strong. Red water that cleanses me like no other. I dip twice to kill my flesh and restore my soul. Grace carefully weaves together a dress made of joy and peace. I sit next to my King smiling. I was created for this moment.

Other times its a fight. In combat there are no promises. You either choose to live or you will surely die. I always get a head start. I chase pavements unsure of my destination. That's the beautiful thing about love. You don't have to know where you are going to get there on time.

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