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"Transparency: no matter how much stuff is blocking up your well, There is always someone who can see EVERYTHING!- Type.Classy


I really don't have much to say about this one. The quote above pretty much tells the whole story. So instead of a long story ill say this prayer. Father God I come to you with praise upon my lips. You are so holy and faithful. So wonderful and true. You are everything to me. I give my entire life to you so that I might be a light to shine in your glory. I ask that you renew and restore my mind daily. Order my steps and guide my thoughts. Conquer my mind so that I may be more like Christ day in and day out. I thank you for the Holy Lamb. The blood that saved my life. I believe forever and always in that blood and its everlasting power. I plead that very blood over all those that need it right now for healing deliverance and protection. I believe with all my heart and confess with my own mouth that you are my Lord. Its in Jesus name I submit this request. Amen!

Truth Is

I don't want to hurt your feelings I just want to you too see the truth.
And truth is I'm quiet cause I desire to represent strength.
I don't want to be conquered by conversation that never took the time to get to know me.
Using similes to explain what I was like but don't like me.
Truth is I was the only one fooled by the illusion.
I created an imaginary world.
And God understood the message behind it all.
He knew what every object represented and passed the knowledge on to a select few.
I hated it.
Too many hands all up in my pot tryna get a hold of my gold.
Yes it shined.
But it was still dirty.
It kept me uncleaned and in bondage.
I was bonded by ideas I created and got mad cause He wanted me to be free.
Little ol' me mad at God for offering me a get out of jail free card.
I knew I couldn't make bail.
I didn't stand a chance in court.
I wanted freedom.
His way just wasn't what I pictured.
I wanted vengeance.
I mean I was the victim wronged by so many.
It was their fault I wasn't free in the first place.
The cycle was suppose to be payback then freedom.
He didn't want to get with my program.
And I almost sat in jail just to have my way.
Truth is God is more than a super hero.
He didn't just save my life. He gave me life.
Jehovah Jireh He provides my needs first and then blesses me with my hearts desire. Jehovah Shalom He commands my situation to be at peace or gives it directly to me. Jehovah Nissi I am a solider in His army. His name alone grants me victory.
Jehovah Rophe just a touch of your clothes and the pain is gone.
Immanuel You will never leave nor forsake me.

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