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Grown woman

"But baby it doesn't have to be. Like the way that im at a tragedy. Its beautiful and its blue. And its pitiful and its through. its the other half of me."- Rihanna

How are you capable of telling me what I can handle? I know me better than anybody on this Earth. The only person who knows me better than myself is my GOD!! I am a very strong woman to be the age that I am. I can handle anything that I put my mind to and my energy too. All i need is too hands to fold and a mouth to speak. Those are my only weapons in battle.

Love was such a beautiful part of me. Kept me in such high hopes and satisfaction. i loved it all. Until my definition changed. and i filled it with you. thinking the analogy was the same cause you had some of the original contents too. and i was wrong. it hurts to admit that cause i was the last to see that. the copy never plays out as well. it looks so good to my eyes but in my heart it felt so wrong and i stayed by it. too caught up in being wrong to admit i use to be right. you were my covering that couldnt stay still without the ring. but my salvation came so i wouldnt need these things

T.B.C

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