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Ustream Late Nights

So for those of you that follow ms. teyana taylor (@teyanataylor) on ustream you know she does a show called late nights with dr. t. during the shower she pics random topics to discuss and ask her viewers to send emails with questions only pertaining to the topic. tonights topic was tell him the truth. so im listening to all the crazy questions people are putting out. laughing and joking at the crazy stuff she says. like no ma'am no ham no turkey. and its new its fresh its in its purple. lol. but on to the next lol anyways so a viewer decided to send a question in that hit me close to home. her question was too make a long story short her ex best friend currently dates her ex boyfriend, what should she do. so teyana goes well you know they both wrong. tell him and her to keep the change cause they dead wrong. so it hit me kind of personal. now i currently date my ex best friends ex boyfriend.

before all of this came along i always felt like this was wrong. but you cant help who you fall in love with. so being the super honest person i am i tell my boyfriend about it. and can you say the very wrong thing to do. so he ask me did that cross my thoughts or something. and i tell him no. all i can say is i agree. so i suppose once again my honesty has killed him. but what can i do. none of this is going to stop me from loving him. but i agree with the answer. that is wrong. its dead wrong at that.

so that makes me question why i chose to come her in the first place. its been almost a year (jan 31 <3)>

so now i wonder does her leaving me validate me being here or does it not because no matter what happened at some point in out teenage high school career we called each other bffs. i think my honest has officially gotten the best of me. so done with being so honest. if its one thing i learned from all of this its honest is they key but tell ya mate every little detail is so uncalled for. and this is so uncalled for. cause i probably wont care in the a.m.

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