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Next Stop: Wholeness

everything. e v e r y t h i n g. ev er y is this so hard to do. th i need more than just you. ng. every time i think about how close we could should would be i move 10 steps back. thing s take time. but time doesnt heal God does. Ive been waiting days weeks months still broken. master. m a s t e r. m as king you daily to restore and renew. waiting but not working. expecting but not truly wanting. ter. mas sive attacks from the enemy. being pressed down and shaken up forgetting that you promised my cup would run over. when will i serve you serve i will when. ter abytes down hard eating up all the faith i saved for the winter. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they will be filled. [Matthew 5:6] fresh bread and new wine. provider. p r o v i d e r. pr ide makes me think i can protect myself even though my death was not is not and will not be enough to pardon my sins. ov id kay who to be free with. relationships open doors, some you walk through and some you clos

Embrace Me

"Chest to chest. Nose to nose. Palm to palm. We were just that close. Wrist to wrist. Toe to toe.....So how come when I reach out my finger it feels like more than distance between us." - California King Bed: Rihanna Chest to chest The simplest of friendships start with the warmness of a hug. The closest that two hearts can be and still beat. Love has a language of its own. One you can only become fluent in through a relationship with Christ. But hugs are different. The embrace of open arms that only close when you come inside caused my first accident. I smashed into you and became paralyzed from the waist down. You picked me up vowing to never let me fall. Palm to palm We never interlocked fingers. We simply held hands. Conversations overlapping future speeches. Wisdom flying at the speed of light with no cops to pull us over. Hand shakes quickly turned into high fives as the intimacy reduced to seconds. Never hungry enough to eat the entire plate. From refrigerator to trash

Why I Write

13 “Therefore stay alert, because you do not know the day or the hour. 14 For it is like a man going on a journey, who summoned his slaves and entrusted his property to them. 15 To one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one, each according to his ability. Then he went on his journey. 16 The one who had received five talents went off right away and put his money to work and gained five more. 17 In the same way, the one who had two gained two more. 18 But the one who had received one talent went out and dug a hole in the ground and hid his master’s money in it. 19 After a long time, the master of those slaves came and settled his accounts with them. 20 The one who had received the five talents came and brought five more, saying, ‘Sir, you entrusted me with five talents. See, I have gained five more.’ 21 His master answered, ‘Well done, good and faithful slave! You have been faithful in a few things. I will put you in charge of many things. Enter into the joy of your mas

My Worship

"I choose to worship right here in the midst of everything that I'm going through. Tears running down my face. Don't know where to go. Don't have nobody to talk to but I've made up my mind; I'm going to worship you. In spirit and in truth I bless your name I glorify you right now I'm desperate for your presence God. I'm coming after you. " - Wess Morgan (I Choose To Worship) Selfish: devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interest benefits welfare etc., regardless of others. Selfless: having little or no concern for oneself especially with regard to fame position money etc. Sometimes its so easy to be selfish. To sit in all your problems and complain. To worry about the troubles of tomorrow at the rising of the sun today. This is my greatest battle to date. Often times I get so caught up in the issues of life I forget who God is. I stress and worry about how im going to get here how im going to take care of th